Some days the blurred vision and endless screenshots weigh on me,
but the fire God placed in me won’t let me quit.

I write about this often, it’s my outlet. A way to release.
No matter how much progress I’m making, this weight shows up every day.
It doesn’t run my life, but it sure affects me.

I think of KB’s track “Doubts” from his 100 EP when he confesses:

“Come quickly, wish that You would come get me
This world is a passing joy, yeah, I feel so empty
If they only knew I’m such a weak dude
At the same time I see how much I need You…”

That verse hits deep. It’s raw and honest.

Then he moves into the Spirit’s reassurance:

“But then the Spirit comforts me, he comforts me
I ain’t gotta worry about this no longer
When I feel my grip about to slip
His grip on me gets stronger…”

That’s exactly what I feel sometimes, the Holy Spirit reminding me of who He is, who I am, and that I belong to Him. Even with my limitations, I’m still called.

A lot of the time I’m writing for you, hoping to encourage someone else. But today, this one is for me. Still, if someone else sees it and finds hope, I’ll gladly share this moment with them. Maybe they’re not dealing with blurred vision. Maybe they’re battling loneliness, doubt, or fear. I get it.

I live surrendered to a sovereign God, and He sovereignly allows me to steward what He’s entrusted me with. That’s powerful.

It’s not about chasing my plan. It’s about submitting it all before Him, so I can walk in the purpose He created me for.

In this moment I told myself:

Henry, don’t let your limitations limit you.

I’m laying my heart bare right now, giving it all to God so His peace can rule.
He’s called me to be an entrepreneur in the marketplace.
To tell people: He gives us power, not just to make money, but to build legacy in His name.
We can do nothing apart from Him.
And those big plans? Submit them to the Master, not just add Him in.

God Bless The Entrepreneur®️